putting out the fire with [GASOLINE.]

bewareofmaiaroberts: adarkerlightwood: Maia! I’ve never been happier to hear your voice. Well...

Sun, 16 Dec 2012 18:06:09 -0500

bewareofmaiaroberts:

adarkerlightwood:

Maia! I’ve never been happier to hear your voice.

Well howdy. It’s been a while, hasn’t it?

It has. How are you keeping?

Are you an indie rp?

Sun, 16 Dec 2012 18:05:30 -0500

Am I a what? No, I’m a Shadowhunter. A parabatai also. What in the name of the Angel, is an “indie rp”?

bewareofmaiaroberts: adarkerlightwood: Is there anybody out there? Haven’t been here in a while,...

Mon, 26 Nov 2012 13:47:10 -0500

bewareofmaiaroberts:

adarkerlightwood:

Is there anybody out there?

Haven’t been here in a while, but I am. Still. Sort of.

Maia! I’ve never been happier to hear your voice.

Is there anybody out there?

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 20:32:39 -0400

Is there anybody out there?

bewareofmaiaroberts: adarkerlightwood: Isn’t this from some...

Thu, 31 May 2012 16:01:05 -0400

bewareofmaiaroberts:

adarkerlightwood:

Isn’t this from some Mundane cartoon? I’m confused, why are they real?

-laughs- Yeah, it is, and no, they’re not. It’s just costumes. I “met” them a year or two ago.

… but why are people dressed as them?

Isn’t this from some Mundane cartoon? I’m confused,...

Thu, 31 May 2012 03:38:02 -0400

Isn’t this from some Mundane cartoon? I’m confused, why are they real?

Someone’s been breaking his diet, not looking at any cat...

Mon, 28 May 2012 16:53:26 -0400

Someone’s been breaking his diet, not looking at any cat in particular.

& I don’t even need your love, but you treat me like a...

Mon, 28 May 2012 14:29:00 -0400

& I don’t even need your love,

but you treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough.

“Kiss me.”

Tue, 15 May 2012 14:26:19 -0400

“Kiss me.”

Beat that, Jace.

Tue, 15 May 2012 14:24:37 -0400

Beat that, Jace.

photomaniper: Someone like you, And all you know, And how you...

Mon, 14 May 2012 09:53:17 -0400

photomaniper:

Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street

with [or without you]

Sun, 13 May 2012 18:27:00 -0400

ooc: spoilers for the ending of COLS :D i have a lot of feelings okay

He had no idea how he’d made it home. It was nothing short of a miracle really, to emerge with his life from the deserted subway line. Alec hadn’t made it unscathed; a bottle of holy water in his pocket was probably the only thing that had saved his life. He’d told his mother dutifully about the new threat then disappeared into his room where he’d since remained for three days. Alec was fully aware that he was behaving like a stereotypical teenager but right now he couldn’t sum up the energy to care. He just wanted his life from a few days ago back. His life when he had a key to Magnus’ apartment and a warm body to curl into at night. Alec burrowed deeper under his duvet, arms wrapped around his pillow. When had it all gone so wrong so fast? Why had he even spoken to Camille? He was so stupid. Everything in his life had been perfect until she’d shown up and he’d been denied the right of getting his revenge by killing her. A soft knock sounded at his door, his mother no doubt. He hadn’t told his family what had happened, just locked himself up in his room. At some point Alec knew he would have to re-emerge and tell Izzy why they could no longer count Magnus in to help them from now on, but not now.

The only one he could face right now was Jace. On the brief occasions when he left his room to stock up on food or use the bathroom, he’d swing by to visit him. Most of the time they didn’t even speak, just silently sat with hands clasped. Fighting on opposite sides had been too wrong and Alec never wanted to experience that again. It felt like he could finally breathe easy now, the missing part of him returned. Jace hadn’t asked what happened, thankfully, and Alec didn’t explain. They sat in silence or else just chatted about trivial things. Alec was careful to always steer the conversation away from Magnus. There was another knock, then a just audible sigh and the sound of retreating footsteps. Alec relaxed slightly, his body uncurling. He didn’t lift his head, knowing the sight of the photo frame lying face down on his bedside locker would feel like a stab to the heart. It contained a photo of himself and Magnus, one of the few from their trip around the world that contained them standing together. Alec had refused to pose in any photos in which Magnus wore a themed outfit but had reluctantly agreed to this one when his boyfriend had promised to leave the Matador outfit off. He couldn’t bring himself to take it out because that would mean accepting that this was real but he couldn’t face it seeing it anymore.

Slowly Alec turned onto his other side, facing away from the photo frame. Maybe if he fell asleep now, he could return to the dream he had last night where Magnus forgave him and they’d had mind-blowing sex before cuddling for hours. At the minute, Alec would give anything for it to be true. He’d give anything even just for one normal day with his boyfriend. One day where he could go to sleep beside him and wake up next to him. Alec shuddered, burying his face in his pillow. He didn’t cry. Not when he’d fallen from a ten foot drop in training and broken his ankle, nor when his parabatai had gone missing for what felt like a small eternity. “I will not cry,” He told himself in a fierce whisper, “I will not.” Ignoring the haze in his vision and the lump in his throat, he stared resolutely at the wall, studying the cracks in the paint intently. That one looked like a bird, another like an upside down sheep and… a third like the shape of a cat’s pupil. Alec let out a sobbing breath as the full realisation of what had happened hit him, turning away from the wall to hide his face in his pillow, knuckles white from the force he was gripping it with. Magnus didn’t want to ever see him again, it was all over. He would never feel Magnus’ sleepy kisses on the back of his neck in the morning again or hold him in his arms again, their bodies fitting perfectly together. It was all over.

Hello Loyal Subjects

Fri, 11 May 2012 21:37:25 -0400

ademonicfetish:

Love,

High Father Sebastian

I was really hoping you’d died or fallen off a convenient cliff.

ooc: The ending of COLS. Why. Why. Why.

Fri, 11 May 2012 21:28:05 -0400

ooc:

The ending of COLS.
Why.
Why.
Why.

You treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough.

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 16:52:00 -0400

You treat me like a stranger and I feel so rough.

I do believe you are the best Alec I have ever come across. Kudos to you, miss.

Thu, 23 Feb 2012 17:27:37 -0500

ooc: Hi, I love you. this made my ~~year~~ day. You are really, really sweet and I really want to hug you right now. Instead I will just sit here and continue to make weird squeaking noises at my computer to express how happy this has made me.

Photo

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 11:29:18 -0500

Photo

Tue, 21 Feb 2012 11:28:21 -0500

ooc:

Tue, 07 Feb 2012 17:08:24 -0500

I think we need an activity check to clear out all inactive members? We seem to have lost a few along the way.

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Tue, 07 Feb 2012 16:42:18 -0500